Hungarian and British essays differ in style. At least that’s what I thought. My previous essays were more descriptive (Hungarian style) than discoursive (British style), and I knew this is what I had to improve upon. I believe that my second (year) essay was much better then the previous because:
- I had the luxury of talking to several tutors before writing
- I was already aware that I have to engage in a discussion (argument) rahter than being descriptive
- I had time to rewrite the basic drafts (even though I ran out of time by doing this)
- I got more engaged in the data collecting process
- I had access to and therefore I read ‘The Writing Guide‘
I can not emphasise the importance of the last point! I believe that even my first year essay could have been better had I known about the guide.
However, the quality of the essay degraded, because I chose my subject withouth thinking about the implications the topic could touch upon. In other words: I didn’t think of the keywords, which would describe the topics my essay would connect to (advertising, consumer culture, and at some point celebrity chef culture).
This resulted in me realising slightly late that the topic I chose didn’t really interest me. (Actually a fraction of it did, the others didn’t.) At that point, it was too late to back out of it. Knowing that thinking of keywords is a powerful way of determining whether I will be interested upto the last minute of the module, I will be doing it before digging too deep for my dissertation.
I also learnt how to use the electronic databases effectively. Most notably I realised how easy it is to determine an article’s relevance by reading its abstract. Something I never paid attention to.
Admittedly my note taking and summarising (this inlcudes linear note taking and mind mapping) abilities need to be improved, but I’m getting better in these areas too. Especially after realising that indexes in books are such a powerful tools in locating relevant information (keywords, concepts, names, etc).
In conclusion I think it’s fair to say that I’m in an advantageous situation with my dissertation; I’m still in the swing of researching, finding, filing, categorising and processing information. This part of the process will be easy for me, because I’m already experienced at it.
Having spent enough time engaging with the theories and discussions relating to my subject I can say that I gained a fundamental understanding of Postmodernism and consumerism. I also realised that my aim (which I set up in my first year) to educate myself to an extent whereby I can get engaged in any discussion brought up by a lecturer, is not possible to achieve in three years. The field of Visual Culture is huge and my time has to be relocated to study other subject simultaneously. Visual Culture would demand a full time dedication over three years, or even more.
I’m also ahead of some people as I have a sense of what I would like to discuss in my dissertation. It is still not perfectly clear, but it will become clearer by mid September / early October.
Through my last essay I learnt that I have to set myself limits, otherwise I could keep adding to it, making it better. I also learnt that the earlier this happens, the better, so that by the time the cut-off date (note: I prefer using the term ‘cut-off date’ as this expresses that something must stop being created.) arrives I’m confident about my work.
Finally I’m, again, ahead of many fellow students as I gained confidence that the above statements are true and that I hand in a proposal for my dissertation that will make me content.